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Since June 25th was the 62nd anniversary of the Korean War, I'd like to
share a short story so that people will remember. I encourage you to
reflect upon this story this week. What lessons can we learn from this?
"SUFFER THE LITTLE CHILDREN TO COME UNTO ME"
Richard W. Cooper was born on December 22, 1929 on the Hawk farm in
Pennsylvania. He enlisted in the Army Air Corps December 28, 1946. In
October of 1950, he arrived in Korea, where he served with the 5th Air
Force. He was wounded in January of 1951, and nursed back to health on a
hospital ship in Pusan. He should have gone home, but asked to remain
with his outfit. He returned to the United States in April of 1952.
During the rest of his service, he was with Strategic Air Command.
On March 1, 1955, he got married in Denver, Colorado. He and his
wife settled in Denver, where he started his own business, Mr. "C"
Audio/Visual Service Co. He was in business for 30 years, at which time
he sold the business, and he and his wife retired to Grand Junction,
Colorado in 1996.
Dear Lynnita,
I have considered telling you this every time I visit your website. If I
have the courage to do it is in doubt, but I must try. This is the
first time I have spoken of this. It hurts - has hurt for fifty years.
But if that is God's will, so be it. Here I go....
The following event took place in a field just outside the
defense perimeter of our Ammunition Dump, located in the side of a
mountain on the Japan Sea coast, about one hundred miles north of Pusan.
About 3:00 in the afternoon of a freezing cold December day (27th), I
was on guard duty on the west perimeter of our Ammo Dump. I spotted a
small Korean walking in the direction of the Dump from about 1/4 mile
out in a paddy.
It was not unusual for Korean children to come up to the guards
and ask for food or candy. I always carried whatever candy my Mother
sent me for the children, because they touched my heart so. But, this
time was different in two ways. We had just gotten word a couple days
earlier of a small Korean child being used as a human bomb, walking into
an outfit north of us, and being blown up through the use of a "rip"
cord controlled by North Koreans hidden some yards away. This thought
still fresh in my mind, not the fear it could happen to me, but the
thought of the horrible act, served to alert me that the North Koreans
would stoop much lower than I had imagined.
For some reason, the hair on the back of my neck stood out as I
watched this little Korean child walking toward me. I tried to tell
myself that I was making something out of nothing-that this was an
innocent child coming for candy. But, I also kept thinking that I am not
on that guard site to hand out candy, but to protect our precious
stockpile of ammo, and my buddies depended on me for that and their own
safety.
My mind started screaming wildly-"What to do? What to do?" I did
learn to say, "stop, go back", in Korean (it has left me now), and I
started shouting that to the child. It was as if the child was deaf and
just kept coming. My mind told me that I must consider this little child
a danger to our ammo dump and my buddies, and, if I must, shoot to stop
this child. But how could I do that? I love children. I can't hurt
them.
Then came the time as my shouting was having no effect and the
child was getting close. I tried to get the attention of one of my
buddies for help, but activity in the dump was making lots of noise. It
dawned on me that I was on my own: make a mistake and kill an innocent
child and no one would ever understand. I would be labeled a child
killer. Or, do nothing and find out the hard way that the child was
wired with explosives. I fired two rounds into the field to both sides
of the child, still yelling, "stop, go back." I thought about walking
out to meet the little child, knowing that I would be asking for trouble
if there were explosives involved, but it was a way to avoid shooting a
child.
Just as I was thinking about that, my sergeant came by and saw
what was taking place. He told me that I had to shoot before it was too
late. I told him I couldn't. I knew that was wrong because if I
disobeyed him, I would be up for court martial. All that aside, it was
my duty to defend my post, and one way or another, I knew down deep I
was going to do just that.
We decided I would try for a leg shot to stop her. We had no idea
where the explosives would be if there were any, but we figured not on
the legs since the child had to walk some distance before an explosion
would be effective. My sergeant and I spent what seemed like hours
working on a solution, but actually it was only about five minutes. The
child was about a hundred yards away, and to avoid dangerous percussion
waves from doing damage to our ammo, we had to act now.
Lynnita, the last time I tried to write about this, I ended up
vomiting for fifteen minutes. After fifty years, I am feeling sick in my
stomach. My belt feels too tight. I've got to loosen it. I am going to
jump through this fast....
I shot that child in the leg. There was a scream, the little
child rolled on the ground for a second, and then exploded. As I am now,
I cried and cried. I got sick all over myself, wet my pants, and just
kept screaming, "You bastards!" I threw my rifle down and ran out into
the field. I heard two gunshots in the distance and hit the ground.
After a while, a jeep went past me like hell to the spot where the
little child was. My sergeant came and got me, and we went back to camp.
One of my buddies gave me a half bottle of Seagram's. I finished it
and started vomiting again.
For the next few days, I was questioned, comforted, given time
off. I was then, and still am, hurt to the core. I don't ever see how I
will forget. It just seems that I am torturing myself with this always
in my mind. I am convinced that I must bear this burden in the memory of
that little child. I never found out if the child was a boy or a girl.
How do I ask others to honor this child when I know nothing of
the child except of the horrible death the child suffered at my hand. If
God hears my prayers, I know this child is in a better place. I have
prayed hundreds of prayers for salvation for a nameless, unknown child
who lost life in a paddy one cold December day in Korea. I have asked
God for forgiveness for my horrible deed, but I put myself in His place,
and I decide that I don't deserve forgiveness. Understanding-maybe. But
I can see I will carry this hurt forever. I don't ask others to walk in
my shoes just to understand why it is so hard for me to walk in them. I
don't think that's asking too much, considering what most of us vets
have seen and done.
- Richard W. Cooper
Bob
Monday, June 25, 2012
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